Reality hits home. After a very sleepless night it's hit home how cruel and unlucky i was lose the heads up in the fashion i did for a package difference of $21550 in value. Im left with the $950 satellite for sunday which at present feels like a kick in the teeth. I think an all day drink session is called for to get it all out of my system and compose myself for tommorrow which will be a 6 seater multi with about 150 players in it. Certainly wont be playing any poker online today and wouldnt want to.