Another volatile month but the main difference this month is playing a lot better despite running just as bad/worse than the previous 2 months. Barring sommat daft later (im not even planning on playing as have mild bug which is spinning my head out a bit) ive still managed to obtain a decent profit. Checking my ev over 3 sites I would be another £4,400 up if I ran level this month but as it is ive finished up with a respectable +£2,936. I did final table a 6max hilo event on ftops but crashed out in 6th, theres so much luck at the business end and I generally play to win so could just have easily crashed out on the bubble in 20th odd or won it. Wasn't a huge field and cant remember the figures exactly but think I got $2,000 which covered my buyins for other evens + a bit of spare. Top maybe was $10k?
As ive mentioned before I shouldn't focus on the ev as im probably still up on it over the whole year (figures on that to come in annual review) but its difficult when its been 3 tough unlucky months in a row especially outside of summer. Ive still found myself tilting a bit and even had to shut down some decent tables 2 nights ago as it seemed like most allins were going against me regardless of %s. I took yesterday off to clear my head and it kind of worked until I woke up feeling rough today ! Ive not boozed since Boxing day and intend to try and keep this to a minimal level in January. Ive also put half a stone on in the last 6 weeks and let myself go on the exercise front. Done a little the last week when I haven't been stuffing my face with food or booze but its gonna be a tough road to get back just to where I was !
Will adjust above if I play later, depends how bored I get :(