Some Light

Since last post things have turned around a bit.   That was peak loss of £2,500 and that same night i make a couple of hundred back in a really short session.   Yesterday was better although most of my profit came from a 5/10 fish and i finished about +£500.  Today i lost £100-200 to start but came back this evening after midnight and everything went rosy.  Stuff held up, stuff hit and if there was a cooler i was on the right side of it.   Playing no higher than 1/2 i made about £600-700 .  Was trying to leave since 3am and 3.5hrs later the major fish left and i feel able to hit the sack about +£500 on the day in total and now sitting on a loss of "only"  £1,215 for January.  Out nxt couple of nights so play will be limited but ill try and squeeze a bit in.

Enough Of The Punishment

Unreal just cant put a foot right this year.    Daily trend is start ok making smallish amount then just all goes completely to pot usually on the highest stake tables i have open.   Dont think ive had a winning day for ages and just lost £500 in my only 2 hour session so far today.  Was totally standard, went £100-£200 up then open a 2/4 table whilst gettin destroyed on the 1/2 the 2/4 proceeds to lose AA68 vs AKK4 and AAxx vs AAxx amongst missing nearly every raising pot flop im in and getting played back at constantly.   Just dnno what to do at the moment i know it will turn around but i just thoroughly hate the game and everything involved in it when its like this.   -£2,523 in what is turning out to mentally be the toughest challenge ive had for a long long time.  Just wish it wasnt January cos i know i would just take a long break but theres only so much to do at this time of year.

No Joy

Took 24hours off after another brutal afternoon yesterday but not enough.   Getting really annoyed at tables and just cant handle the outdraws when dominating or the cooler after cooler after cooler.   Its making me sick to the teeth and i know i should just avoid cash games for a few days but its easier said than done.   I did manage 1 sng session  so may try and stick to them but who knows, just dont think i care at the moment which aint helping.  Body clocks really annoyingly late too.   -£1,672 but its definitely not about the money.  I know that when i was livid earlier when 15 tabling sngs and bubbling a $3.50 one sent me into instant rage.

Bashed Up

One of them days easy to summarise.   Basically coolered beyond belief and dont think i had a winning session.  Lost a $2,200 flip 53% postflop on 5/10 right near which would have got me out of the hole.  Instead -£1,244  (-£1604 on the day).   Nothing like getting off to a shocking start.  Didnt enjoy today at all and that even before i started losing heavily.

See how i feel tommorrow, may change games completely or just have a day off unless im really in mood to keep raking all day again.

2012 Begins.....

Didnt play on the first as wanted to tank it today just in case i get involved in a weekly or montly rake race starting today.  Heads a lot clearer today thankfully although not 100%.  Started with a huge session winning over £500 but been a bit of a backwards slog since then.  Almost finished at 2am at +£200 but just had one more session and finishing right now so will tally up final figure for the day.  Done and clock in at +£360.  Raked over $540 which aint bad considering i only started at 4:30pm but other than dinner and several 5 minute breaks i have been fairly flat out.

Same tommorrow i guess !