Saturday, May 10, 2008

No Moody Drunk Gambles

Well after last post i did the silly dumb thing and went back on the tables to chase some more losses and done another wad in the process.

Only good thing is i managed to not play drunk later on in the night which prob would have been disasterous given my mood.

Hangover aint too bad today so ive sorted a wad of mtts to play tonight. Watch this space to see if i enjoy them or am bored to the core, just have to see.

Just need to start respecting the game and enjoying it and i be fine, sounds easy but is it , not for me anyway :(

Friday, May 09, 2008

Drunken Worries

Damn just played an afternoon addict session and just couldnt get anything to happen. Kept going well down then recovering before getting sick pot after sick pot when could been level or up so easily. Worried i may attack the tables later after a few lagers which could be a bit dangerous, just have to see what happens i guess.

General poker motivation, focus and enjoyment just aint there at the moment whether its mtts or cash. mtts worse as finding so boring obviously.

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Boring Update

Not much to report since Saturday. Sunday turned into drinking rather than poker but i remember drunk poker working nicely for several hundred euros. Since then ive been steady enough but without anything significant. Just missed out tonight on 2000euros package to vegas finishing 4/30 but it was a crapshoot at the end and once again i just cant get the luck to finish one of these type games off.

Mainly been on cash with odd mtt mixed in when i can face it or if a promotional one. I forgot whats its like to play when the weather is hot, it gets way too stuffy in here at night. Dust the fan off and must put it into action tommorrow night.

Off to Newcastle next Wednesday which should be good crack and change of scene at worst.

On another note i think after this quarter i will return to monthly profit records. Hasnt had too much of an effect on my motivation either way changing to quarterly but i sense major complacency in the long run when i start a quarter well, based on the past few months emotions. Also miss the monthly reviews, 3 months in poker seems to long on here if im waffling away several times a week anyway.

Still havent made a decision on the 10,000euros package, think im happy to leave it a couple of months and either target another EPT event (need to wait to see next seasons schedule) or the CPC cruise if i havent qualified by then anyway.

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Trying to Play

But it aint happening. Bored, tired, hungover etc etc all wrong time to play poker and im just trying not to donk too much off although obviously mainly stuck in mtts i wish i hadnt entered :(

Hopefully i will be more in the mood later for wsop freeroll at midnight and maybe some bigger stuff 2moz night :(

........later

joke no luck in wsop thingy and bubbled 2 mtts 19/140 $109 outflushed for huge pot and 22/180 $109 55 vs ridiculous K10off call. cashed 15/300 in 25euro rebuy but bust pot huge and vs complete fool that outflopped me. def gnna play that more when in mtt mode standard so bad especially towards the end of it. more mad with self for even playin 2nite, figured hangova almost gone but it pretty much came back !

Yip

Its Friday
Im Drunk
Ive played omaha and holdem for 2 hours
Was bout 700euros down at lowest
Fin about 800euros up
luved it drunk
and been good only 2 or 3 cider so surely not as bad hangova 2moz

gg enjoy