Still Full Of It

RAGE that it. Just cant take them beats at mo when the other player has played the hand as bad as it gets. Doesnt matter what the stake is, i just struggle to deal with it. Aint been going nuts in chat today but a few snide comments here and there is still bad enough, if i think it makes me feel better at the time i will always let it out, after all its better there than to someone or something outside of poker. Been close again tonight in a few games and a few bubbles with some nasty nasty beats against fools.

Fortunately i know im not playing much Friday or Saturday so can get away from lots of poker and hopefully come back a bit more focused. Obviously im not getting the full enjoyment out of poker at the moment but its still better than 99% of jobs and i know my mood will change as long as i keep at it.