Another Break Even Chance

1st would have won back my losses for the month but another joke 11th place finish in a decent multi to add to the endless list this month. Was lucky to cash in this £40 buy in but in the end its the same old y cant i not cash in 2 or 3 of these and win 1 to get some decent money. Not the case as its been all month its tiny cash or bubble as always, getting used to it and actually was awaiting the stitch up, ran into monster or bad beat this time. Why on earth do i keep punishing myself by playing i will never know.