The Hangover From Hell

Oh dear i know i did a huge figure on cash last night drunk and its likely now that august will be a losing month. Once again i need to try to refocus and turn this negative stuff going around into positive winnings. Ive broke the rules this week so im just gonna ease off on them now. Until yesterday i almost put the blog back online properly but there is no way im doing that now for the foreseeable future, i do not want people referring to it after ive wrote something to get it out of my system. God knows what im gonna do ive lost my patience again almost completely, i need to get that back and enter more multis for sure, my head aint right for cash and i know it. I guess a big blowout was due and at least it was all on poker and i wasnt stupid enough to go into the casino which in the past would have been the case when i hit that sort of mood.