Back To The Pain

6 days off from poker fully and returned to tables yesterday all set for a new attack.   Unfortunately the pokergods had other ideas and had obviously missed f**ing me over.  Within the first 2 hours i had lost £830 playing purely pl hi lo.  I had not bought in for more than £100 in any game and once i had put it into tracker i realised what i already knew.  It was just bad luck once again having run -$1,200 under ev on the allins.

Took 1.5hrs off to cool down having slapped the laptop, thrown the mp3 player across the room and punched 2 doors i felt i needed a break :(      Was a lot better the next 3 sessions and i ended the day down just £360 , although still about -$1,000 for ev on the 2 sites i track.

Just about to start todays grind , hoping to do about 8 hours (was close to that yesterday in the end).   I keep telling myself even if i break even but have 20+ days grinding like this a month ill make over £2,000 in rakeback.   It dont help much though when ya keep gettin it in as massive favourite or as 50/50 and just losing the majority of time.

EDIT:  AUGUST CAN F** OFF  , JUST HAD ALMOST EXACTLY THE SAME SESSION AS YESTERDAYS FIRST ONE.  ONLY DIFFERENCE WAS BEING ON LOWER STAKES BUT COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY DESTROYED IN THE MAJORITY OF FLIPS AND IT DONT MATTER HOW FAR AHEAD I AM THE PERFECT CARD SEEMS TO HIT THE RIVER FOR THESE IDIOTS 90% OF THE TIME IN ALL THE BIG POTS.   BYE BYE ANOTHER £470 , THIS IS JUST PLAIN RIDICULOUS.