Get A Grip

Totally lost focus since i got back. The earache and stomach ache ive had for days doesnt help more so cos im restricted on doing stuff away from the poker tables = ive been playing more poker when i havent been in the mood. The tiltmonster has returned on a couple of occasions and as for the chat box, well some of the stuff ive put in that is pretty strong. So far i have got away with it though as ive done a quick tally and im about £300 up since Sunday. Im not fooled by that though, it could have been a lot worse and still could be if i dont sort my emotions and temper out again. Yesterday i played for over 6 hours and after a downswing of £1,000 i think i finished about £500 up. Sounds pretty standard stuff but i was playing so aggressive at times i think i was lucky not to bust my whole roll in one site for sure.

I know i need time away from the tables really but as i said im restricted, in fact im not even sure if i should or will be drinking tonight.