Since Sunday

Several steady results but nothing huge, went out of mansion Sunday 88 vs QQ to have gone 5th/300ish on a monster stack. tonight lost AQstd vs JJ to go 10th/40odd but cashed and also have cashed yesterday in an ok multi but AK vs 99 failing to improve to go 5/19. Strange how after just 2-3 ok results my mindset has changed and i dont mind failing at the last hurdle. Just dont wanna get a long run of these again. Its not fun one bit but playing through it seemed to work in the end. Hopefully i will grow with that but i still have a silly short fuse after some pots and cant hold back.