Final WSOP Madness Failure and Bad Beat 25$k added

Didnt really get going in the WSOP this time and lost AKstd vs AK vs 1010 for an ok pot , flopped the flush draw but no further help.

The 25$k added was a different story.
After getting a good extra 1000 or so early busting aa with 63off when he played it slow:
JJ vs 1010 loses for a pot to go 8th out of 200 (was 360 entrants) blinds only 50,100 5500 stack if won but was down to 1k
Came back and won a 88 vs KJ for 7600 when KJ didnt believe my button raise then :

utg raises to 900, button calls, i have KK in the big blind and move allin 6800 as to pot is big anyway. utg folds button calls with 1010 and of course rivers a 9 for a straight.
Same old story a huge beat for a huge pot.

If i won that i was 4th/88 and it paid to 40 so i know i could hav stole shit loads when it tightened up just like the 50$k added did 2 weeks ago.

Anyway i have 5 minutes to decide on the 50k , i dunno whether i can face it or not.